AIR MATA GUGUR ~ (!)

tok kali ke berapa, air mte ku gugur

gugur..gugur..gugur..

ta henti henti

berat sangat ujian, dugaan yg aq hadapi.

aq ta kuat, kekuatan aq da terbang

yg ad kesedihan, kecewaan

aq na lari dri ny semua

ta snggup na hadapi ag

aq ta suke !

' YA ALLAH, KAU BERIKAN LAH HAMBA MU INI KEKUATAN

TABAHKAN LAH  HATI NYE  UNTUK HADAPI 

DUGAAN DAN UJIAN DARI MU '

senyum gelak tp aty merintih merana

aq prlu bangkit !

yeah, Allah sengaje menguji aq nan kegagalan

 Allah takan bg dugaan kat org yg ta ley tggung

DIA taw aq ley tggung sume ny

so ALYN, WAKE UP !

 perjalanan hidup aq masih panjang
mesti lebih berusaha untuk lebih berjaya!!

yakin dihujungnya menanti kebahagiaan untuk aq dan keluarga!

In life, Allah does not give the people that u want, 

instead Allah give the people that u need, to teach u,to hurt u 

and to make u exactly the way u should be..=)

23 MAC 2011

alhamdulilah, aq da pat result SPM.

aq terkilan sgt sgt !

jaoh terpesong dri target aq !

tp aq syukur, aq da dpt trme da ^^,

mungkin ny yg terbaik tok aq.

Allah sengaje menguji aq,

na tgk aq tabah taa lam mghadapinya.

alhamdulilah.

mungkin usaha aq ta ckup.

mungkin dosa aq banyak sgt.

mungkin...

'alyn,igt stiap yg berlaku pasti ad hikmahnya!'

yeah, aq harus kuat, tabah.

ta b'mkne aq ta ley berjaye lam mgejar cita2 aq.

tp aq terpkse rncg blek mse dpn aq.

sbb PLAN A aq da hancus !

tp aq sedey sgt sgt, aya ta ley trme rslt aq.

aya kecewa sgt !

lgsg ta senyum at aq.

aq tw aya terlalu mghrp yg TERBAIK dri aq.

tp aq da kecewa an aya !

'ayah, ati mntk maaf, ati ta buad ayah gembira,

ati ta ksi ayah result yg cemerlang, ayah maaf an ati '

berdosa nye aq );

buad HELTER SKELTER ~ tahniah !

rslt kowg jaoh ag better dri aq. aq malu nan kowg !

buad sheeta ~ tahniah kawan ! aq bangge nan kw ^^,

buad AG crew ~ tahniah, kte da usaha yg TERBAIK (;

buad anim ~ tahniah, kw da harum an nme kelaz kte ^^,

aq respect gle at kw.

buad zaza ~ jgn terlalu sedey.

mse dpn kw msh cerah, jgn give up !

igt, stiap yg b'laku ad HIKMAH.

redha ea. aq tw kw kuat.

so, bangkit dri kegagalan, trs an perjuangan.

perjalanan idop kw msh pnjg.

aq sntiase doakn yg TERBAIK tok kw ^^,

siyez, aq jeles nan org yg rslt GEMPAK !
jeles sgt sgt ~~

tersekse ! aq still ag sedey nan rslt aq !

rse cm gelap mse dpn aq.

pura2 tersenyum, pura2 gelak.

lam aty...

alyn, kuat kuat kuat !

cUtY cUtY di PERAK ^^,

oke ~ aq mmg ta bosun g perak. 

ad je tmpt yg best along bw ^^, sonok aw !

malas na tules pnjg2. tgk je pic2 uh. 

yeah, aq mmg pemalas (;

HAHA.

nan ka yuz pluss shaza gemokk

mandy at air terjun ap tah ~

at uma along. shaza da baran

nice burger. sedap wokk ! double cheese ^^,

along at taman jepun

excited beb ! sej <3

shaza nan atuk (;

abang wtp uhh ?

pic at belakang uhh cm dayang nur faizah ta ? HAHA

haa, ny ic perak man ! HAHA.

rangka ap tah =.=''

ny muzium at perak. best wook !

uh jea. HAHA.

HIPOKRIT ?

orang yang berpura2 baik depan orang  

tapi dalam hati sebenarnya tak suka ! 

yeah. ap yg aku wat ny ? rse berdosa )'; 

tp .... aq terpakse. yeah ? 

tok melihat og laen bahagia tp aq gak yg tersekse.

sangat sangat ! 

nan dy aq kte ta keysah but lam aty cemburu ! 

rose, i NEED you !

ny ke nme nye pengorbanan ? alyn plizz 

biar an mereka bahagia !

jgn ganggu ag idop dy

plizzz

yeah i'll try ! must !

da naek GILA !

maa ~ takot. cuakkk. ny sume gara2 result SPM .

td sheeta mcg, dy kte rslt taon ny terok ! btol ke eta ? 

gle a. gigil haa tangan aq. mari laa kte berdoa cme2 (; 

'YA ALLAH KAU BERIKAN LAH AKU DAN RAKAN RAKAN KU 

KEPUTUSAN YANG SANGAT CEMERLANG. AMIN !'

mai mekacih ! kw da wat mutiara aq gugur ! 
memikir an result SPM.

mmg terlebih emo aq td. tyme mcg nan mai.

HAHA. sedey je memikan an mse dpn kte an mai ^^,

InsyaAllah, 23 MAC 2011

menjadi tarikh keramat bgi kte (:

and kte menanges. tp menanges kegembiraan. 

InsyaAllah. AMIN

argh ~ fb da biol mereng. saket aty aq. lembab cm siput babi. 

cepad laa rose un9. aq da mls na mghdp fb ny. aish ~~ 

DY un satu. tah mne mghilang. pas blek plkn sombong gle nan aq. 

lgsg ta contact. aish baran je. 

tape, kaw smbng nan aq ea. tgk laa nanty ! 

HAHA *gelak keji.

hang out nan kaka2 ku yg KAYA (;

hey anda semua ! peace c(; hee ~ baru aq pasan da 3 minggu berturut2 aq g shopping !

tiap2 ari sabtu mst g mp dp jj g beli blous shawl wedges. gle an. bajet cam anak og kaye. muahaha. 

tp akq2 aq laa yg kye dyog bnyk DUET maa ~ ta cam aq ad wape sen je lam purse T.T sedey an ? HAHA. nga syok2 pilih shawl at dp, bru aq t'igt yg aten un ad at dp na tgk wyg. 

so, cpt2 aq mcg dy nan alhamdulilah kteog pat jumpe gak ! hee ~ cam og gle je kteog jerit2. HAHA.
lantak a. aq epy kowg peduli ap ? ;P jalan2, gossip2, gelak2, jerit2. 

dan kteog un berpisah sbb aq na g lunch and dy na g tgk wyg. so, TATA sayang ~

ta sempat na bergamba bersama terlampau excited sampy terlupe. hee ~ 

aq puas shopping kali ny sbb aq dpt wedgees (; wee ^__________^ 

tqvm too k.yuz and abg wan for da lunch. 

aq da bosun !

TERgedik lak (;

nan angah di pizza hut ~

model shunn ~

mis$iNG y0u ! and alhamdulilah !

hey u all * gedik ! HAHA. firstly na btw psl td. aq test jpj moto. even ujan lebat un but test ttp berjalan.

cuakk takoott ? gle ta rse. hnye tuhan je tw prsn aq tyme uhh. mke mmg cm na nnges a. 

pat num33 sesi 1. nsbek law sesi2 ag lme na tnggu babe. berasap bontot aq. HAHA.

tyme ujan ujan cm pg td, sure sure a jalan licin weyh. rmai gle a jatuh tyme brek emercency uhh. 

ad yg terok a. smpy handle tercabut. tmpt letak kaki tercabut. ad yg terbabas, ad yg terseret.

mmg adventure a, bak kte azza ' rugi doe aq ta ikot kaw td alyn, bole aq tgk '.

HAHA. sgl jea. aq ble da tgk rmai bdk jth boys un ad aw. gle a, terbang semangat aq !

kecutt beb, uncle mmg bz a. terkejar an bdk2 yg jth ny.

alhamdulilah, tyme aq tade ape2 yg berlaku. tyme brek emercency uhh.

mmg jln licin a, aq brek kaki mto aq terseret aw, ta trs stop, 

then aq brek tgn, mto da bergoyang. cool alyn cool. fuhh selamat (;

na nnges je rse tyme uhh. HAHA. gedik je an. hee ~

pas abes je sume uhh. then result un kua a. berdebar gle a. dup dap dup dap.

uncle uhh kte lulus, aq senyum smpy ke telinge, terus lari at akq aq, gelak2 cm og sawan. 

HAHA. uhh mkne nye aq LULUS ! c(;

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

weyh cepad laa ari AHAD ! aq ta rse nye ~~ woot woot. y ? HAHA. secret !

ta sbo na jmpe DY. da ley mcg nan DY tiap2 ari. yeah ! tade a aq bosun ag (;

argh ~ rindu aw <333

whoaa my FIRST baju kurung (;

cantekk an ? hee

hey anda semua !. jangan jeles ea. aq da ciap jahit baju kurung. 

sendirian berhad aw ! *kerek. bhaha. 

anda ad ? tade an. HAHA. *gelak gle gle. bangga ta ingat dunia a babe. 

ea laa kaw sendiri yg jahit baju tok kaw. 

gle ta bangga maa. HAHA. kowg try laa jahit baju kurung sendiri 

and ble pa ciap, mst kowg puas aty a. na na law family kowg puji baju uhh cantekk. 

mst idong kowg kembang cmny  ^..^ HAHA. 

na tgk laa hasil dari tangan aq yg lembut mulus ny. HAHA. 

lihat pd baju bkn pd muke. haha.

uhh laa rupe baju kurung aq. amacam ? cantekk an. *mmg pasan. heee ~ so, ad sesape na tempah baju kurung at aq ? HAHA. berangan jea alyn ny (;

K.A.W.A.N SAMPY MATY ?

Sometimes in life,
you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life
just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe
that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you
that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.

This is Forever Friendship.
When you're down,
and the world seems dark and empty,
Your forever friend lifts you up in spirit
and makes that dark and empty world
suddenly seem bright and full.
Your forever friend gets you through
the hard times, the sad times,
and the confused times.
Your forever friend holds your hand
and tells you that
everything is going to be okay.
And if you find such a friend,
you feel happy and complete,
because you need not worry.
You have a forever friend for life,
and forever has no end.

  

ad 1hari ny, aq ad bce blog kwn aku. dy ad kte ad kew istilah ' friends forever ' ? 

siyez terkedu aq pas bce post uhh. then, lme aq pk psl bnde ny. 

ad btol gak kte dy uhh sbb ble kowg da kawen t, da ad family sndri. 

kowg igt ag ke at kwn kowg ? tym uhh kowg da bz nan kerjaya, husband, anak2.

ad mse tok kwn2 kowg ? so, pandy2 a pk !

tp aq cye pd ' friend forever ' uhh. sbb bgi aq, even aq da ad fmly sndri and bz aq takan lupe an kawan2 aq !

sbb nan kawan laa aq pndy jge perasaan org, jd an aq lbh matang, lbh tabah tok mghdpi cabaran,

ble tyme aq susa kwn ad tok tolong aq. kwn tlg bri aq nasihat, pendapat, sllu tego aq ble aq wat sala.

and yg plg pntng, kwn laa yg sllu doakan kebahagian dan kejayaan aq !

*ny laa muke muke yg sllu menceria kan idop aq (;

ruslina ibrahim

fatin nur liyana shahril

nur zahirah rani

nur izaty azman

tengs a lots kawan ! kowg ad tyme aq sgt sgt memerlukan teman !

susah senang same same. kowg paham ap yg aq rse. kowg sllu ksi kte kte semangat at

aq ble aq da give up. kowg lyn je kerenah aq, gigal aq, gile gile aq.

kowg sllu doakan yg TERBAIK tok aq ! *terharu sgt.

and, ble kowg ad prob, kowg dtg cri aq. uhh yg aq na, sbb aq rse yg kowg perlu an aq, kowg snggp share prob nan aq, kowg hargai aq as your best friend ! 

hidup nan kowg bnyk tnggl an kenangan at aq. pahit manes, sume ad. 

takan aq na lupe an sume uhh after aq da kawen t ?. no ! takan !

selagi kte ta lost contact, InsyaAllah persahabatan kte takan putus !

and, kowg un jgn lupe an aq lak. t aq je yg igt kowg, kowg ta igt aq (;

• rose, tengs sllu mcg nan aq. dgr psl cte kartun aq. lyn je ap yg aq merepek. and plg pntg, kaw sgt sgt memahami aq.
• aten, tengs sllu share prob nan aq. same same gle ble msok bab bercinta. HAHA. kaw mmg kwn yg memahami aq !
• deiqya, tengs sllu stay up nan aq. tmn aq smpy ke pagi. borak borak nan aq. share story. then, kaw sgt syg at mmbe smpy aq terharu nan pergorbanan yg kaw wt tok membe.
• zaty, aq suke gado gado manje nan kaw. smpy kte da ta terlayan nan perangai gigal kte. hee ~ kte sllu borak borak, tdo same same at hostel dlu. tengs sgt ! 

                                     AKU SAYANG KAWAN KAWAN AKU (;

saket kaki ;(

whoaaa ~ penad gle a. ny sume gara gara na cri jubah and blous k.ngah tok dinner dy. lenguh gle kaki aq !.  da a ta pat jmpe ATEN ! sadis aw :( excited gle na jmpe dy. da laa dy na belanje selendang cumel. argh ~~ sbo je ! huhu. tape laa, nanty kte kua cme2 ea aten (;

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

dri mp ke mc. dri mc ke tesco. dri tesco ke jj. HAHA. tengs to k.yuz blnje selendang (; loikeee sgt ! muahaha. pasuh ta igt jln blek uma smpy aya ksi mcg 'na tnggu smpy matahari terbenam ke bru na blek'. HAHA. perli baek punye !

i don't want you to be moon in my life because everyone will like you. i want you to be sun because although many don't like you but i still love like and need you because without you i will lost in the world of darkness. i can't survive without you. i want you to know that i love you very much and i will continue loving you till the end of our love.

kadang kadang cinta tidak boleh di pakse. tidak seharusnya di miliki. tidak seindah yang kite impikan. tapi bila wujud nya kejujuran dan keikhlasan semuanya menjadi indah. hargailah org yg mencintai dan menyanyangi kita. siyez aq kte, ble kte da keilangan dy, bru kte sedar bahawa yg dy sgt bermakne dalam idop kte. dan bende tue terjadi at aq (; tp skunk aq da redha. aq da jd lbh matang. lebih tabah. lebih kuat. pengalaman mengajar kte lebih menhargai dir kte, org di sekeliling kte. huhu. tp ag pedih law cinta kte hanya bertepuk sebelah tangan. HAHA. sakit sgt aty kte ble melihat org yg kte cinta, bahagia nan org laen. tp lebih baek kte mendiam an dri dan mendoa kan kebahagian dy dri kte mnjdi perampas or pemusnah cinta org. rite ?

yes, love is a risk. psl cinta org sanggup bunuh diri. sanggup bunuh org laen.

boys are like stars in the sky. there's a million of them, but only one can make your dreams come true.

i love her the way she is, alright. i fell in love with the qualities within, not just the physical person outside.

entry aq kali mmg terjiwang sgt. HAHA. layann jea ^____^

P R A T E S T (!)

gila cuak beb. ta tenang aty. da laa petang, nsbek ari ny ta panas sgt. siyez ckp a, ta tipu wo0o tkot na mampos ~~ da a aq org ke2 smpy mkne nye t test aq no2 a. awal ! seram sgt. lme lak ne tnggu smpy da ngantok aq d'wat nye. stat enjin mmg ta pas a. pas uh ad boy tlg. HAHA. sbek maa. pusing8 cm ular kene palu je. gigil2 aq bw mto uh. hehe. titi oke. brek emergency ? HAHA. kaki ta sampy maa ~ HAHA. at jalan raye lak. aq rse oke je. tp uncle uh kte isyarat tngn aq ta btol and tyme tkr lorong. HAHA. aq un ta phm =..='' tp alhamdulilah lulus ! senang aty aq. pas ny jpj lak. mak aii ag a kecutt beb ! hope lulus. AMEEN ~

khas tok kaw *busybody (!)

entry kali mmg khas tok kaw. nur amalina kamalia. sebok je. aish ~~ rase na cubit2 je pipi kaw. HAHA. cian kaw ea. tade pic kaw un at blog huduh aq ny. na amek kaw !

selebet. selekeh

kite bherp an ? *lupe a. HAHA

GEDIK.

puas aty kaw ? special aw. HAHA.